Jan 26, 2010
"I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing." (Katherine Mansfield)
Friendship...one of the most intriguing relationships that mankind can develop. It can be so strong, so powerful, so sweet and kind, but sometimes it turns to be so sower...
From my personal experience, I can say that real friendship is extremely rare. There are so many things that interfere with that sweet feeling of having someone close to your heart, someone you can trust and respect, someone that won't leave you at hard times.
Times have changed and now friendship is seen as something that must give you some advantages. If it's not like that, people aren't interested in being friends with you.
When you're friends with someone, some kind of love feelings start appearing. You start caring for the person that represents your friend, you want to protect them, you want to show them that you'll always be there and that they'll always have a shoulder to cry on, you want to mean something in their lives.
Sometimes, from true friendship rises love. It's something wonderful and very well built. Seeing that you already know your partner as a friend, it'll be easier to love and understand them.
That's what happened with me and my boyfriend, and I'm so happy that it was like that! It made everything so much easier! My love for him grows with every day that passes, and I can find in him a lover as well as friend. It's so wonderful knowing that my best friend is the one that I'll be spending the rest of my life with!
"The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love, do not require coupons."
broken roses
Jan 22, 2010
What do you do when you're lost and alone? You can't call anyone's name, you can't feel anyone's warm, secure hug, you just fall into the deep, dark, cold loneliness, where only you can save yourself... or try to...
How can you decide on something that affects everyone around you?
What do you choose between your happiness and someone else's happiness?
Do you think you can choose? Yes, you can. You just have two options: you either destroy your dream, or theirs. Do you think you can do that?...
Humans are funny. They're always thinking that they're helping others but in fact they're just being selfish like everyone else in this world, they just don't know it. And the day they find it out, it'll be too late. We can't change it.
Sometimes I wish I could turn into dust and let myself be carried by the wind's ephemeral arms. I would like to go anywhere, but not here. I would feel so free, having nothing to care about, nothing to worry for.
But everything is just a dream, an illusion that doesn't last for too long, like any other dream of mine.
And here I am, awake, alone, staring at this broken dream...
broken roses
Jan 21, 2010
Feelings are like raindrops: a multitude of them, always different and never alike. Sometimes they're weird, sometimes they're funny, happy and sad, melancholic and active and they have lots and lots of shapes and colors.
I was never too emotional because I never had to. Feelings were not made for me. I just don't like showing them, probably because I've always been a very quiet person who didn't have too many friends. But that changed over time and I started getting more and more friends until the end of the 8th grade, when I had to leave all of them and go to high school. but there I met other friends and other friendships started, which will end at the end of the 12th grade and so on. But oh well...
Life is pretty short and we must live it at full capacity, something that i don't really do. I'm the lazy-type boring person which doesn't do much with her life. Yeah, I have goals like becoming a psychologist and having a nice career, I want to learn dutch and move to Belgium to live with my boyfriend, but sometimes I feel that everything is useless. Maybe it's because I'm a teenager and I still don't know what I want.
I often wonder how my future is going to be. Will it be a bright one or will I just be an average person that no one heard of? I'll just have to wait and see...
Until then, I'll just live my life...
broken roses
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